Published inEllemeno·PinnedMember-onlyStrikepocalypse: The Hot Labor Summer In Los AngelesThere’s no escaping the heat or the suffering — It’s 103 degrees. People file into the small sun filled backyard, music blares from hidden speakers. Middle aged men in cargo shorts and beer bellies carry cases of Bud or bottles of vodka. Best boys, key grips, camera operators. …Hollywood4 min readHollywood4 min read
Published inHuman Parts·PinnedMember-onlyAmplifying Resilience: Allies Must Get Loud Against Hate.Lauri Carleton was a vital member of my community. — I’m sitting on my bed, early morning, before the sun and the neighbor’s yappy dog awaken, before storm clouds move in. I’m tracking Hurricane Hilary’s path from Mexico to my home in Los Angeles. Cool. I’m in the “high risk of flooding” zone. I open Instagram and see a post…LGBTQ5 min readLGBTQ5 min read
Published inHuman Parts·PinnedMember-onlyThese Are The Days For Tragic Optimism.Viktor Frankl, finding meaning, getting through. — I’m sitting on my bed, still groggy, under-rested, over-caffeinated; legs outstretched on crumpled white sheets and a grey blanket sprinkled with dog hair and gluten free pretzel crumbs. I want to be one of those people who never eats in bed, irons their sheets (has them ironed by someone else!)…Mental Health6 min readMental Health6 min read
Published inHuman Parts·PinnedMember-onlyAdoption Is Trauma. Part 2.1972. I’m sitting on the padded peeling black leather seat, bumping up and down in the little yellow school bus as it traverses pot holes. My raincoat is translucent, crisscrossed with red plaid, my soft brown curls pulled into pigtails. The bus pulls into the Robin Hill Nursery School parking…Adoption9 min readAdoption9 min read
Published inHuman Parts·PinnedMember-onlyMenopause, Motherhood, And The Orca Whale.Lessons on love and letting go. 6:40 am. Scrolling the internet, sipping coffee, procrastinating packing. I’m visiting my daughter, 24, now living 3,000 miles away. An amazing weekend together. Laughing, talking, long walks in the park. “How about I stay a little longer?” “I would love that.” So here I…Menopause6 min readMenopause6 min read
Sep 24Member-onlyIt’s Raining Men.Sometimes, it all works out in the end. — Jenny Mulaney was many things — kind, smart, generous — athletic was not one of them. She preferred a sedentary life, a sit-on-the-couch, drink cheap red wine, eat cheesy pizza life. She had no Olympic aspirations, no Tour De France fantasies. …Flash Fiction5 min readFlash Fiction5 min read
Published inEllemeno·Jul 21Member-onlyI Found My Father On The Internet And Meaning In A MasterpieceAdoption, art, and ways to find ourselves — I don’t know why I woke up in the middle of the night. Excitement, I guess, but I woke up and saw her text. She was not in Barcelona, she was in Madrid. Fuck, what? No. Shit. So right there on my phone, in the dark, trying not to wake…Memoir7 min readMemoir7 min read
Published inThoughts And Ideas·Jun 24Member-onlyA Very Brief Tale About The Trauma Of Forced Birth.We sat in the living room of his swanky Paris apartment, a tall blonde Slovakian maid in formal dress quietly delivered a silver tray with a plate of cookies and then discreetly disappeared. Andrew, my birth mother’s husband, sat stiffly in a chair, his ankles crossed revealing elegant navy cashmere…Abortion Rights2 min readAbortion Rights2 min read
Published inHuman Parts·Jun 22Member-onlyGood Grief.Small thoughts for big feelings. CW: Suicide and death. My son and I drive the few blocks to the synagogue in pained silence. There are no words for driving to the funeral of a young man who took his own life. Too young. Too soon. I park on the street…Grief And Loss5 min readGrief And Loss5 min read
Published inThoughts And Ideas·Jan 22Member-onlyPivot Or Die.On growing older and growing up. The white-haired man with a lined and pocked face told me he used to be a television sitcom director, he said humbly, “you may have heard of some shows” before telling me how a decade ago he collapsed under the pressure and found himself…This Is Us6 min readThis Is Us6 min read
